Thoughts 101

Every day I meet different faces, I bump into strangers and I get to talk to people with peculiar concerns in life. Yet there’s one person I haven’t met and talked as far I as know. Who can that be? My future spouse. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

This is again a sudden urge of wanting to write for someone I haven’t met yet. Someone who is invisible and an imagination (but not a fantasy) of who could that be. As far as I know, this untouchable person is someone I am expecting to meet someday, may it be friends or beyond friendship. How sure am I? Its because of FAITH AND SECURITY that God has filled in to me. I may not know that person right now or he may not lay down his intentions to me this year, one thing I’m confident of, is that God will surely bring the best godly man who is after His own heart at His perfect time.

If you would ask me how am I doing today? I’m doing great! I’m expanding my territory as a single, savoring the singlehood and loving each spare time I have for myself. Of course, who wouldn’t think of the future? As a lady, (well, exceptional to some) we all have “planner” attitude espescially when it comes to TIME. We have planned the things to do for the day, but eventually, not ALL of it will come to success. Now, most of the women have plans of getting married at ages like for example “25-29”. But at this moment, at the age of 23 and I’m turning 24, I can say I’m not in a hurry but I have the desires of getting married someday. I refuse to set AGE on that one because I might just get disappointed. But everything is surrendered and lifted to God. Everything is taken care through prayers and faith.

The reason why I’m taking time to write these down is because not only I want too but also I believe that God wants me to take care of my future in prayer. PRAY. PRAY. PRAY.

1 Thessalonians 5:16-18
“16 Always rejoice,
17 constantly pray,
18 in everything give thanks. For this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus.”

I’m trying my best to constantly breathe a prayer for the people I love. Even during working hours. I do pray for them. Not just this one, I don’t want to get that wrong interpretation or misconception from God that I just pray and talk to Him because of that person I want to meet but never have. I don’t want to get that wrong motive from seeking God through this. But What I learned, it is between you and God. Your motive, your heart, your delight matters. Whatever seed you’ve sow, the fruit will speak itself.

I just want to take time to praise God and thank Him for His nonstop reminders even from a very very long time of not having a QUIET TIME with Him. I am missing Him more than anyone else. I am longing and hunger for more of Him. I am so much more in need of The One who makes my day full of surprises, laughter and unexpected circumstances which leads to show His magnificence. His awesome and unconditional love teaches me to pray for my future husband, to love him through prayer, to protect him through prayers and to constantly lift my future husband to the Writer of my love story.

I am assured that this year is something worth the wait indeed, may be not in my love life area, or may be it is. I don’t know but I am really expectant, may it be just friends for a while or beyond friendship. This is my prayer that God may guard both of us from temptations and plans of the enemy. The wholeness comes from our identity in Christ Jesus and I believe through our relationship with Jesus, I’ll be meeting my future dearest husband COMPLETE AND WHOLE in Christ Jesus.

Joyfully waiting, take your time 🙂

Behind the beautiful voice

I have watched the American Idol season 12 since the very first day it was launched. I find Mariah Carey, Keith, Randy and Nikki Minaj really professional in some ways and funny. Their reactions to the trying hard contestants made me laugh. But I am a proud viewer across the land of the participants who really tried their best to show off their near talent to the judges. I felt so sad for the other contestants who had very bad memories from the past not to mention the BULLYING. I don’t know why its so rampant nowadays. I don’t know what they get from bullying their neighbor.

Anyway, I am amazed by this known as STUTTER ‘idol’ contestant – Lazaro Arbos when he talks, the long pauses between his words was really evident and he tried to write it on air. But amazingly, this very inspiring man did not stop from being know as a STUTTER man he endured over it and become another man known as INSPIRING man.

Behind that beautiful voice comes expectancy that one day he will be stutter-free. I know that from Lazaro’s heart he wants to fluently speak with his own language without pauses. I feel him and believe that one day he will be a happy man, but I hope he is still happy despite of his condition because he has a loving parents who cares for him.

He is  really an inspiration to all of us because his condition did not dictate what he should not do but instead he fought for it. If its your passion, do it! Do your work with love, without a doubt, you will be prosperous and successful.

p.s Win or lose Lazaro, still KUDOS for you! =) cheer up! You are still a winner! 😀