Month: July 2012

OR Duty

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OR Duty

First time I said to myself “This is it! This is really is it! I wanna be an ER nurse.” Before I went to college, I never thought of being a NURSE or even a STUDENT Nurse or simply following the footsteps of my mom 🙂 Back in elementary, the rehearsals of recognition had the part of “What do you want to be in the future?” and I never mentioned being a nurse, it’s been TEACHER, Dentist, teacher and Dentist. Too far from where I am now, but there’s still correlation. Since I started this and I’ve decided to LOVE my subject, I have to give all my might for the better of my client.

Being in this path of profession, pressure has been there and inspiration come and go. Like in my case, everyday being a student there was no reduction of pressure. Everytime a C.I will say “nursing is not my first choice. This is not the course I would choose. This career is very difficult” displays on my mind that “is this really my place? why I am here?” and each time I see board exam results, seeing those familiar names make me say “This is so amazing, I hope I’ll get the board exam one take only with a high grade!”. See? Positive and negative criticisms are battling on my mind but Nothing is impossible IF I will strive!

Summer class is a very interesting semester, one semester to go and I’m done with my BSN. The situations were hot! First rotation with one of the most professional clinical instructor was in OR. Since this is the first time we will be having our actual operation! I did not volunteer, I wasn’t ready, I wasn’t in myself, I wasn’t enjoying the environment and I ruined the impression of my clinical instructor in the first day. Nevertheless, it did not bother my performance the whole day, there were just some casualties but I was able to handle it.

But all of us handled an awesome cases! Amazing! In OR, you have to be clean, all the external blockage should be STERILE (very important) and including the shoes (grr! Why didn’t I bring the clean shoes on the first day?). The OR cases that day encouraged us since it will help for the completion! We did not say “NO” for the opportunity. My C.I asked us who loves and likes the OR and who wants to be an OR nurse. I only raised my hand when she asked the like portion, since I am a consistent person, ER has been my love. But my C.I was a very good motivator, she added that in terms of financial, OR is a very good area to raise money, but still, being a nurse, we are not the boss to assign ourselves to where we should be.

One thing that I noticed of change to myself is that when I overcame the fear of blood and needles. I said to myself “This is where I belong!” I want to be not just a BSN but an RN and this will help my parents who have been sacrificing for my future. In return, a humble success will give them my key to our future.

I enjoyed OR and the experience is not a fail that with every mistake I should be emotionally depress. It even motivates me to give high credits to my failure that tomorrow I’ll do much better! 🙂

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My girlfriend is a gumiho

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My Girlfriend is a GUMIHO
“First impression never lasts” This quote defines Lee Seung Gi and Shi Min ah in their new korean COMEDY-DRAMA novel. LSG acting as Cha Dae Wong and Shi min Ah as Miho made my week full of laughter and romance *LAUGH*.
They brought chemistry in my house and full of humour. Cha Dae Wong as not first seen as a handsome guy in the end he won the heart of the aspiring nine tailed fox to be human in order to fit in the world she’s been dreaming of and to complement her life. Miho brought stars in my eyes as she smile. She has this epidemic smile that can influence everyone to smile even no reason at all.
Cha Dae Wong brought hope as he continue to pursue his dream to be the famous actor. His perseverance gave the viewers to wear the thought of “never give up, never say never, pursue your dreams”. Even with some obstacles like Mi Ho he was able to manage it when he realized he fell in love with a nine tailed fox. Mi Ho saving Woong’s life by giving the bead opened doors for their unexpected romance. As Woong has been loyal to his crush Nuna, he realized that Mi ho can help him become the man his grandfather wanted to be. It is his first time to be independent since Mi Ho came into his life and it turned out to be successful.
Nevertheless, a novel is incomplete if there are no villains. Before they reach their romantic adventure there are hindrances and trials. Nuna and Jae Dong are both unstoppable on the first 10 episode on their love scenes. But like the other stories, villains never succeed. Fate has called Woong and Mi Ho to save their love. Mi ho as persevering character, her promise and fidelity didn’t turn out to be worthless and unsuccessful because giving almost half life of Woong opened doors to aim the goal of being a human.
Although since she is a fox by birth Woong loved her for who she is and tried to cope up with their casualties. What really made me admire the story is that Woong didn’t know that he is already falling in love with a fox and the perseverance of both characters. There are lessons in the novel, don’t stop believing that someday you will have what you want in your life just stay faithful and firm in every decision that you have to make.

As one of the huge fans of Shi Min ah and Lee Seung gi, I dedicate this blog to both of them because I believe the director chose the best artist. They compliment each other and they suit the story. I still have hangover with the story and I just can’t stop my mind thinking that this story made my life see how should I not stop on pursuing my dreams.
And by the way, Lee Seung Gi is one of the best singers and comedian in Korea. Try to listen to his voice: Losing my mind, From Now on, I Love you – – – are his songs and I just love listening to them. They also inspire me to continue my lesson in Online Hangul. I hope that someday I will meet them and tell them how much I admire them both in hangul *SMILE*. Shi Min Ah one of the best models in Korea, she makes me smile whenever she smile! 🙂
They are so cute and adorable. + LSG’s knowledge and talented
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Not on anybody or anything

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Most of the people nowadays are alive when they talk about LOVE! Yes, LOVE! Even me, personally and honestly, I wiggle whenever I hear a LOVE story…But just a thought and should be an application in our daily living. 🙂
You don’t need a guy just to get closer to God. You need YOURSELF to realize that with or without SOMEBODY, YOUR HEART and YOUR WHOLE BEING should be FOR God alone. And not on somebody or anybody. You need to see yourself in your life that kind of relationship you’ve been longing, that ETERNAL Relationship that no one can equal to. He’s been knocking on your door, yet you are not willing to open. How can you have that relationship if you don’t want to welcome the Loving Father of all time?!
We are unique in all our ways whether we like it or not. May kanya kanya tayong kagandahan at kasamaan! Emphasize on KASAMAAN(bad side) since we are still HUMAN yet we should not allow it to dominant our lives. Since we have said the words ” Jesus is my Lord and Savior” let’s not take it so lightly. Don’t take it like a whisper in the wind that fades. Be a steward of His creation. Be a good example Titus 2:7. Life is too short, in fact,  where were you for the last couple of years? where were you 20years ago? Where were you if you didn’t allow Him to enter your life!?! You wouldn’t be there if He is not present in your life.
All the insecurities, doubts, jealousy, pride, hatred, arrogance, immorality, and all the WHAT IF’s are all tactics of the opponent. Because he already knows that he is defeated, he gets insecure and tries to destroy the image and reputation of our minds. It all starts on one look then there’s second then there’s a verbal “Ang cute niya… sana…” blah blah blah… 😀 We allow the defeated to cripple those kinds of thoughts in our minds and becomes a stronghold. Yet in Romans8:31-34 it is said we are more than conquerors and who can be against us?! HOLD on to it! Have firm foundation! do not allow this things to mingle in our minds. SAY NO immediately!Titus 2:12
Remember that we should get all the security and affirmation from the Best Lover of all time 🙂 JESUS!
We should not be afraid of our past, present and future because you believe in yourself that YOUR life is in GOOD HANDS of the Almighty God. Jer.29:11 and Heb.13:5
He should be the water of the thirsty souls like us.
He should be the sun of the dried plants like us.
He should be the oxygen, whenever you are having difficulty of breathing, you will always remember you need Him to ease the pain.
He should be the wheels of your car, a reminder that He is in control of your life.
He should be the electricty, a reminder that God brings life in our boring life.
He should be the BULLS EYE (main goal) in your life, a reminder that HE should be the aim for the rest of your life.
He should be the note or chord of your song, a reminder even out of tune He will always be in tune for us.
He should be the bandage of our wounds, a reminder that He covers up all our problems.
He should be our EVERYTHING, because He gave His everything to us for our salvation 🙂 
Our 24/7 should be His’ and not ours.. Our time, our availability really matters to God. If we can manage to invest our time on anything or with somebody, we should also invest most of the time to the Most High.
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Neither on anybody nor anything but with God alone will I get my affirmation, security and assurance of a perfect relationship! 🙂
I can say that I am secured and not in rush. 🙂
Seek Him first Matt. 6:33
He is my Vine and I am His branch
😀 senxa na sa wrong grammars 🙂 hihi
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WORDPRESS

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AHA! Yes, I’m a random blogger! I was posting blogs ever since last year in Blogspot.com but I forgot my password. So I decided to sign up here in interesting wordpress.com 🙂 I’ll just put some of my blogs in here! And by the way. thank you for the warmth welcome! 🙂 Hope everyone will like my posts! Definitely, my blogs will be ALL about my life, reviews of some of the exciting movies and testimonies of how God has been faithfully working in my life… 🙂

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